In a little over a month I will turn the big 40 (gasp). I could lie and say I am ok with this, but I am really not. I have become obsessed with it. I don't remember being so upset at 30. I am not even sure what the big deal is.
I guess I am just upset with myself because I am not where I want to be with my weight (thanks pre- menopause), my career or lack there of and my life in general. I would like to think I have many more years ahead of me to attain all these things, but for some reason 40 has become a big deadline for me.
So, I will work out till my buns fall off, keep looking for a job and try to achieve all my goals before the big date. Meanwhile, I think I am going to live like 40 is the new 20! How will you deal with the big 40?