It has been awhile since I have blogged. I can truly say I have missed the outlet of saying whatever is on my mind. I have been MIA because I started a full time job for the first time in a REALLY long time. It is for a major corporation and it has turned my life upside down.
For those of you that have had to go back to work from being a stay at home Mom, you know exactly what I am talking about. The hours, the commute, the job, the people, the leaving your children behind, the missing out on things, and every other thing that goes with working.
I am still learning how to deal with it all. Honestly, I am struggling with the new job and I wish I could just be home for my girls. This job is so not what I signed up for. I was sold a bill of goods and now I am suffering.
Being away from my girls is killing me and it has effected them as well. I don't know how many times a week they ask me when I will be here. Every time they ask it just kills a part of me.
For all of those working Moms out there.....how do you deal with the guilt?
When does this get any better? How do you make it easier on yourself to get through everyday?